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Wednesday, March 28, 2012

life after amani....

I've always been a bit of an over-achiever, setting myself crazy goals and resorting to complete self deprecation in the face of failure, which is why I was certain that all those new moms who complain about being too busy to even brush their teeth were being big whiny babies... unlike me of course.  I was going to do it all; raise the perfect baby who sleeps all night, poops cherrie ice cream & doesn't go through that annoying teething phase (because he's perfect, of course), maintain my very demanding social calendar, go running & eat low fat air every day, be a busy & successful businesswoman by day & domestic goddess by night all with a freshly done coiffe and a sparkly smile on my face.  As you can imagine, such has not been the case.  But it hasn't been all bad, it hasn't been bad at all actually.  It's been wonderful.  Believe the hype, everything really does change, but in the absolute bestest way possible.  Under-achieving has never felt so good.  I have finally been liberated from the shackles of self doubt and the never-ending dual with my faceless arch nemesis: failure.  And so with that said, I am greeting you all for the first time this year, my loved & loyal readers & letting you know that I'm back, but there are going to be some changes around here.  I may not be as consistent with my posts as I'd like to be (because frankly, I actually enjoy living my life more than I enjoy telling people about it), I have also started writing my first book which is proving to be blerry time consuming & at this rate may take me years to finish and, whilst we're being truthful, my life just isn't as high octane as it has been in the past & so, maybe there just won't be anything to say.  And that's all I really have to offer right now, oh! and these two little pics that are a visual representation of the long winded self indulgent monologue I have just subjected you to:-) 
      



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